Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Moooooving On.....

8:40 PM

" To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing it's best,
night and day, to make you everybody else,
means to fight the hardest battle,
which any human being can fight,
and never stop fighting." - EE Cummings

I'm moooooving on.... Moooving on, Moooooving on *hum* *hum*

Heh, considering what a huge deal i had cooked up just a month ago about leaving the creature comforts of college, even I am pretty surprised at my sudden change in perspective. I suppose the excitement just got to me. I finally feel like my....much fantasized about...plans to head to NZ is finally materializing. I mean, of course i haven't applied to the University of Auckland or anything yet but at least I've mentioned it to my mom and she's not brushing it off. I can see that she senses how I feel about getting there and doing that double degree. I'm thinking human nutrition and writing of any sort. There were suggestions to do law, the idea vaguely swung before me..... It made me traverse back into the days of Ally McBeal all over again, intertwined with the seductive image of Grace Chin from Ugly Betty in her hot sexy bias cut top.... There's just something about Lucy Liu...

Anyways, we're planning to look into study loans, scholarships, financial aid and the works. My mom's sure I'd be able to find something somewhere. I personally wouldn't mind working part time to earn and help out with the financial burden. In fact, I've always wondered how it'd be to work and study. Stressful I'm pretty sure but it'll be an experience. With one final paper left, I'm just taking a little break to scour the Internet for some useful information. It's times like these when i worship the existence of the net.

I have plans, lotsa plans after graduation. Let's see, there's a holiday. There's seeing Adam once again. There's the internship that I'm dying to do already. Can't wait to see what it's like to work in a publishing company. Grabbing coffee for bossy editors, running around in a frenzy amidst the hustle bustle of events getting entwined in print junk. My blood's pumping already. Will ask Joanne to start sending me out on assignments for YM esp since i've been cut loose from studying obligations. Coach Moon wants to sign me up for tennis tournaments. LOL. I was like "WHOA! hold your horses coach! I still pretty much suck". Anywayz, he says i'm improving and wants me to go to Mont Kiara to play with this 40 year old lady. I'm not sure if that's an insult or some twisted training method to get me going. Apparently i will be playing with another coach this Sunday. Kinda nervous about that. Oh! Oh! And coach told me that i lost weight. That was after Shalene told me the same thing... *Puts hands up in excitement* wheeeeeeeeeeee! Don't feel any significant difference but any sorta compliment works for me.

Then, there's my very first trip to Sarawak to stay in Jacintha's Paris Hilton-esque house. (Make a mental note, must remember to get ticket). Also planning to work for a month in some F&B outlet. I've always wanted to stand behind the counter at a Starbucks outlet and work up a masterpiece out of crushed ice, ice cream and whipped cream. Stuff that i can never consume but can always play with. *claps in glee*. That is if i get a job there of course and if i'm tall enough to stand behind the counter without being completely blocked by the cash register. Then there's the cash register and the task of mastering it. My cousin worked in Secret Recipe once and by the end of his temp contract he had tasted ALL the cakes and eaten ALL the meals there. So perks! Ere i come!

Oh, then there's the Rotaract Conference which i have my eyes set on. Daniele's agreed to go and so i should be going to. There's the MKK hike.... Wheeeeeeeeee
I think i'm orgasmic.

This is so unlike me. I'm always going with the flow, crossing the bridge when i get to it.... Now i have plans!!! This is me now. I have a direction! Am finally navigating in the front seat.

Talking about navigating and front seats, the next time i sign in i will be Dimi, the competent driver. Probation's over for me!!!!!!!!! No more worrying about demerit points, no more red P on the back (n front) of my car!!!!! As of 13th June 07, i'm an emancipated me, both from exams and from probation driving........

Mooooooving on.......... I wonder how many cows i'd stumble upon in NZ?? (if i do go there, tht is...) Too bad i can't drink milk. Would've loved to pose in a Milk Moustache.

Fact: the first person who did the Got Milk? ad with a milk moustache was cell phone flinger Naomi Campbell.

Cassie tagged me like ages ago and now i'm supposed to write a story about my crush.....
Note : The person i've been crushing on is not someone i've grown to like simply coz i don't know him and only value the pleasure he brings to my sense of sight.

He's a real dish, yummy shoulders, great arms, nice hair, great smile. He practically looks like he walked outta a glossy magazine. Oh, but then again, he kinda did appear in some sorta mass media. He speaks with an accent. I pretty much enjoy talking about him with a couple of friends who i know has hots for him. FUN! FUN!

Became ecstatic when he oh-so-smoothly saved my red stabilo ink pen from spending a lifetime on the dirty grounds of the library. *Gush* *Blush* That was probably nothing but it left me grinning like a fool throughout my drive home. Shalene's confrontation with him was of a more dreamy sort though. I'm JEALOUS!!!!!! At least i CAN say that he did talk to me. LOL. I take consolation in the fact that i went noticed :)

Anyway, that's that. He's hot. He's nice to look at. Does he have substance? I have no clue. Do i think of him 24/7? Sure as hell not! Does he appear in my dreams? errr (might've) Can i live without him? Totally!

So here's how it works, the people that i tag must apparently write about their crushes... (can't believe i'm playing this game). So write away:

- Sher
- Lizzie
-Mabes (ur not linked but i wanna noe!!)
-Daniele

PS: It's world environment month! Let's save the planet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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