Monday, November 9, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
A month and counting
2:20 PM
I am uploading this upon request of a certain someone who thinks he looks like Collin Farrel (I almost typed in Firth) from the movie 'In Bruges' here. LOL. What a crack up, seriously! And in hopes of chasing away a stranger who keeps leaving odd comments in my chatbox. I wish I had that much time to go around leaving odd comments in other peoples chatboxes and then not even owning up to them.
It's been one month. Too short really. I feel like I've been with him forever now. I didn't want him to take me anywhere, especially since he had to pay NZD 1700 for his car repairs and take the bus here and also coz we were all still stuck in a study daze. But we still did something. Thoughtful enough to make it perfect. I always thought it was weird when couples sat on the same side of the table. Until I did it yesterday. Didn't feel odd at all. Felt right.
In other areas, I think the explanation of securitization by the clip below is pretty awesome. I love my sociology lecturer. He has amazing aids to helps us study. We got to watch south park at lecture once and it was completely related to the topic. Amazing sources!
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Midnight Break
4:25 AM
I foresee a catharsis like never experienced before on Wednesday. My brains are exhausted with facts.... The only time I exit my room is when I have to transport myself to the gym and back and when I have to get myself some food. Doesn't help that the weather has been heavenly for the past couple of days. All I feel like doing is cue: picture!!... Won't be seeing Akash for the next couple of days coz we both have papers on the same day and can do without the distraction for now. Although thinking about anything to do with him still makes me feel like (cue: picturee below!)
Ah well. The comfort of the warm duvet calls. Here I go running....
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Mmmmmm
12:12 PM
the story of my life........ literally!
i think i should seriously consider locking my blog. my chatbox is being invaded by aliens!!!! ROAR.
i think i should seriously consider locking my blog. my chatbox is being invaded by aliens!!!! ROAR.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Updates
1:04 PM
The final week before exams is officially upon me. And to say I am prepared would be such an exaggerated lie that I'd prefer to just not go there. Akash is driving us to Tamaki today where a deserted campus lies in the middle of foliage so we can get some quiet study done. Which also means I have to get ready in one hour!
Finished my last assignment of the semester during the weekend and I can't believe how freaking long it took! I was supposed to finish it LAST weekend. But me being the perfectionist (which I hate!) went and read this entire mountain of journals to fully understand the concept of psychoanalytic desire and capitalism from Gilles Deleuze and Felix Guattari's points' of view. There is sadly, no space for perfectionism in uni. It's all about the science of balance. Spend too long on one assignment, and you lose out somewhere else, whether it's study or lecture or fun, the decision is ultimately yours. What I have come to realize is uni is almost too savage when it comes to time. It's nowhere close to a conducive place for people like me who are meticulous about detail. I'm still learning how to substitute detail and precision with speed. But I have never been good at that. To produce quality, I have always been someone to take time. It's challenging that way. And a challenge, despite my constant complains, is something that I have always loved. So bring it on finals. Time to rip you apart!
Love yous! and see yous in Malaysia sooooooooon. One month! too soon.
Monday, October 19, 2009
Happy
2:52 AM
It should be illegal to be this happy. It feels scary to feel this safe. Perfection is overrated. It makes me wonder when the antagonist will jump out from it's hiding and bring with it a ruckus. Right now, I feel like a gigantic hypocrite. For doing all those things that couples do that I used to cringe at. I feel like a hypocrite for saying that trust comes at a hefty price. It used to.
I guess happiness really does await all of us. The big of us, the small of us... All you have to do it is wait. And seek. And never give up. This has to some extent renewed my spiritual faith. Eversince speaking to mumzo, I have been forced by the bf to take off two minutes everyday to pray =O. Hardly feels like an effort.
All that's on my mind right now is the finals. And this one last assignment that's sucking the life outta me.
I guess happiness really does await all of us. The big of us, the small of us... All you have to do it is wait. And seek. And never give up. This has to some extent renewed my spiritual faith. Eversince speaking to mumzo, I have been forced by the bf to take off two minutes everyday to pray =O. Hardly feels like an effort.
All that's on my mind right now is the finals. And this one last assignment that's sucking the life outta me.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Puurrrrfect Day
12:35 PM
Weather was super nice the whole of yesterday. It's just too bad that had to be stuck in my room completing my 201 report. Glad to say I have that off my list for now. But I had to skip the BFM OhanaMii gathering at the domain just to complete the entire thing. Bummed out coz I couldn't go but I suppose at times like these priorities have to be set apart from leisure.... Whatever the case, I forced Melitta and Jess to go for a walk with me at the domain later that evening coz too much cooping up was just plain unhealthy. Especially in such nice weather. There was this group of people playing some awesome drum beats in the middle of nowhere. Honestly, we all wanted to break out into a bongo dance. But common decency stopped us from doing so.
Spring's been acting up a lot. Sometimes it's super nice and sunny. Other times it gets colder than winter!
The museum at the domain. I jog this path whenever it's not getting cold. Jogging in the domain is more therapeutic than treadmills. But in the winter, the pressure builds up in my ears and it hurts. Which offsets the therapy.
getting off the canon after the picture below was taken.
She's seemingly looking far and wide into my arse.
Front of the museum.I wonder why we never posed here before.
Later at night, Kailas, Mel and I went to the Divali Mela celebration at the viaduct. There were SO many stalls selling food and clothes and bangles and bindi and henna and MORE foood. And you didn't even have to walk, it was so crowded that the crowd pushed you into motion. Never have I been surrounded by so many Indians in my life! Even more than dodgy places in Malaysia. Except, these people weren't that much dodgy. Everyone just minding their own business which is exaclty how I liked it. Met up with cute stuff and his friends there. O man. I adore his friends. They actually make an effort to try and get me to feel comfortable around them. Always asking if I'm alright or hungry and trying to make conversation. Honestly, the best ever! Thank you Shanika, Bharat, Dhara, Sukhy, Purdy, Priya, and everyone else who was there and don't read my blog.... And I'm glad my friends adore cute stuff just as well.
He's good with them. Having coffee after the three of us split samosas and chappatis at the stalls.
And then there were the fireworks. So niiiice! they illuminated the sky and cute stuff and I got back to the viaduct just in time to see them!
Was awesome watching the fireworks in the arms of another. Coz as you would've guessed, I have never had such pleasure. Ahhhh. happay happay happayyyyyy!
Ok man. I HAVE to stop blogging! What is this?!?!?
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