Refusing to Sit Still
11:55 PM
" Most of our lives is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on a highway. But sometimes a moment stuns us at it happens. And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment, every part of it, will live on forever" - One Tree Hill, Season 4
You know what's the problem with having tasted even a meagre teaspoon of success? The addiction that comes with it. I find myself wishing that every single day in my life would be marked with some sorta victorious rapture. I guess I sorta lost appreciation of the placid states that comes with life every now and then. I can't stand it that my cell phone is suddenly inactive. And that I don't need to be somewhere all the time. Sigh. A bit siao right? You can trust me to always want something that I can't have.
Sent my application in for Auckland Uni yest. I was just pondering to myself, judging by the fact that I can't even sit still for a month, just imagine another year? Is US really worth all that time? And though I still have it on top of my list, my fingers were just itching to cross the border. So I applied, for a conjoint. Bachelor of Science with psych as my major and Bachelor of Arts with English as my major. And I got this confirmation e mail which tells me about a confirmation letter which will soon appear in my mailbox. Till then I await in silence.
Three new recruits are coming for the Rotaract meeting this sunday. A young business entrepreneur, Alex, one of the rotarians daughters' Deeviana and and old friend, Surin. Meanwhile, I'm contemplating donating blood. I can't sit anymore. Need to go do some thing productive. Am almost done with my room, gonna start off with my closet soon.
Itching to do something! Ugh!
You know what's the problem with having tasted even a meagre teaspoon of success? The addiction that comes with it. I find myself wishing that every single day in my life would be marked with some sorta victorious rapture. I guess I sorta lost appreciation of the placid states that comes with life every now and then. I can't stand it that my cell phone is suddenly inactive. And that I don't need to be somewhere all the time. Sigh. A bit siao right? You can trust me to always want something that I can't have.
Sent my application in for Auckland Uni yest. I was just pondering to myself, judging by the fact that I can't even sit still for a month, just imagine another year? Is US really worth all that time? And though I still have it on top of my list, my fingers were just itching to cross the border. So I applied, for a conjoint. Bachelor of Science with psych as my major and Bachelor of Arts with English as my major. And I got this confirmation e mail which tells me about a confirmation letter which will soon appear in my mailbox. Till then I await in silence.
Three new recruits are coming for the Rotaract meeting this sunday. A young business entrepreneur, Alex, one of the rotarians daughters' Deeviana and and old friend, Surin. Meanwhile, I'm contemplating donating blood. I can't sit anymore. Need to go do some thing productive. Am almost done with my room, gonna start off with my closet soon.
Itching to do something! Ugh!
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