Showing posts with label romance. Show all posts
Showing posts with label romance. Show all posts

Monday, October 19, 2009

Happy

2:52 AM


It should be illegal to be this happy. It feels scary to feel this safe. Perfection is overrated. It makes me wonder when the antagonist will jump out from it's hiding and bring with it a ruckus. Right now, I feel like a gigantic hypocrite. For doing all those things that couples do that I used to cringe at. I feel like a hypocrite for saying that trust comes at a hefty price. It used to.

I guess happiness really does await all of us. The big of us, the small of us... All you have to do it is wait. And seek. And never give up. This has to some extent renewed my spiritual faith. Eversince speaking to mumzo, I have been forced by the bf to take off two minutes everyday to pray =O. Hardly feels like an effort.

All that's on my mind right now is the finals. And this one last assignment that's sucking the life outta me.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Summore?!?!

12:21 PM

It's amazing how news spreads like wild fire. Just a day after I told Akash my final verdict, people already knew that we were giving this a shot. I suppose it was my fault for putting up pictures on my blog a tad too quickly. What was I thinking yo? The World Wide Web! LOL. But then again, my blog has always been faithfully visited by my nearest and dearest in Malaysia, so to leave them out of such significant news on my part would be just not fair. After all, I already fail at keeping in touch pretty badly....

Anyway, I can't help myself. My hands almost itch to upload more pictures. And I think I am bound to find it a bigger feat as time goes by, coz unlike most guys, he loves taking pictures as much as I do!!!! What do u get when u put two camwhores in a pod? - one VERY exhausted camera!

Nothing feels different though. Apart from the fact that I'm happy

and I can finally walk down a street with my hand clasped in that of another and not feel weird/awkward/

guilty. Everything else remains pretty much the same. I still have assignments due. The trepid instincts to study still hypnotizes my conscience more often than not with only three weeks left for finals!

O gosh. How I long for more free time. But so does everyone. There is never enough time in the world to go around....

Just a matter of time before my head gets displaced from the clouds (I wish it wouldn't!!!). Reality has somewhat begun to settle. Until then, I just urge that you be patient with the whims and fancies that unfold within this blog.

Just had to put that one up coz he looks adorable! -------------->(he's bending down n i m tiptoeing!!!!)
I made him give me the lyrics of the song he wrote me and I'm putting it up here coz I think it's awfully cuuuuute! Laugh at my expense. Really. Heh.

From Me to You <3 - Akash Jani

There is this girl I like,
She studies Psych,
When I saw you the first time,
I thought you were the sunshine,
I thought I'd come say hi,
But the words wouldn't come out right,
I knew that I fell for you,
But there was nothing much I could do.

When I see in those pretty eyes,
I see a girl who's oh-so-nice,
I was always scared to tell you,
How much I thought of you.

Everytime I'm with you,
The world looks so beautiful too,
Now as the days go by,
I think of you day and night,
I know I wanna see you everytime,
And one day I will make you mine. (x2)

hahahaha! cuuuuuute! Ok. On to report now. Thank you for all the comments for the past post! Much appreciated!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Is there an 'US' now?

3:03 AM



Been keeping this secret for way too long. Guess I just wanted to know that everything was right. And now that I have no other reason to push it away because he gives me no reason to, I think it's fair to give this a shot.



"so really. why do you care so much, I've lived this way all my life, I'm used to not having anybody around to care"

"I don't HAVE to care. I just want to. Because you're you"

I'm just this love sick child right now. Give me some allowance to let my head float within the clouds. I've not given him the final verdict yet. But he makes me happy. I think this one's here to stayyyyyy.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

the Aww factor

5:27 AM


What is wrong with me?

Today was probably one of THE best days ever. I am as of now, officially the secretary of UMSA 2010 which means my campaign was effective and my presentation went smoothly. Thanks to everyone who came for the Annual General Meeting to vote. Big twist in the Top 4 results with Jack making it as the treasurer but I did not have as much of a problem with it as Jie Huei did. Hopefully, everything works out well and we will all be able to sort out our differences in order to maintain peace in the club.

But the real reason for it being one of the best was coz I'd never experienced such immaculate romance all at one go. I got a rose today. A single red rose (cue picture) in the sweetest way possible. It was all so unexpected. How I got picked up coz it was raining bullock carts, and then serenaded with a song written just for me in slow strums of a guitar in the background. It's hard to remain discrete about these things. Especially if it's a stare-in-your-face sort of romance that's either dead or overrated in this modern era.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm just always never too sure. Always doubting. Unable to come up with answers. Well. All i will say is the past four weeks have been one helluva adventure. Let's just hope this one sticks around for the aftermath.