Bridging Fantasy & Reality

Ni Ni and me
My favoritest pic of the night..... Maybe coz it was with Liang??? LOL
Chem group pic with Teng and Mike..... And the shortest of em allll.....

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They say,
Happiness is overrated,
Happiness can only be achieved with time and effort,
Happiness is about being content and completely true to yourself,
Happiness is love,
Happiness is everything everyone ever dreams of but only a few achieve,
Happiness is temporary.
I say,
Screw them!
I'm HAPPY!

OMG! I've been so happy these past few days. So happy that it's almost hard to believe.... I keep waiting for something horrible to just pounce on me and get me down again but it hasn't happened yet and honestly, i hope this period just lasts for as long as possible... I even survived without exercise today coz for some reason, i already felt the endorphins flowing in my bloodstream... But of course, my conscience WILL NOT let me survive long enough without some sorta blood pumping, heart racing activity so i will wake up early tomorrow to run in Taman Tasik Perdana and then go for a swim in the frigid cold to make up for today AND just so i will look spectacular enough to please my inner critic (the ultra b****) in my super simple graduation night dress....

I was plagued by a throbbing headache yesterday, it was so bad that I wanted to knock my brains outta the cranium and soak it in ice water. To add to the monstrosity of it all i was having menstrual cramps and i was like "OMG! why why why????". The day just got better though.

Met up with Chyi for lunch at Secret Recipe in State before going to that JPJ building to get our licences renewed. While waiting for her i decided to scour the shoe shop next to SR and i ended up buying a pair of heels... no surprises there!! But they're sooooooo preeetttyyyyy! Anywayz, when she arrived she was going around in circles and couldn't find SR, blame it on the snaky roads and the super sempit lorongs! So i had to go get her and we finally sat down to have lunch. Aaahhh, the thrills of catching up... You know when you don't see a person for a long long long (okayyyy, not that long) time and then when you finally DO meet up you get all awkward with each other coz suddenly there seems to be nothing to talk about, well, stuff's SOOOOOO not like that with me and her. There wasn't a moment of silence between us. Talking to her just made me realize how much i was missing her, her spunk, her wit, her nonchalance, her ability to utter profanities without so much as a wince (haha, sry Chyi! i just had to add that).... basically just ALL of her. Made me realize that regardless of all the time we've spent apart, we're still the best of friends and nothing or no one can take that away from us...... (gosh! so deep)

After having my face permanently stamped onto my new driver's licence for the next one year..... i was ten bucks short of renewing it for two years, both of us were, and that was when i started to regret buying those heels.....she sent me home, but not before cam whoring in the car. Pictures of us abusing the red P before we finally put it to rest will be making a grand appearance on her blog soon i presume... LOL.

Met up with Nate later... I've started calling him kacang, as in 'Nut' coz Nate sounds so One Tree Hill. And this was NOT a date, i repeat NOT coz we were joined by Mr. Kesempurnaan dalam satu botol not long later. Long story short, this dude earned his name coz of his ability to sniff your hair and tell you exactly what shampoo you use... I call it 'whoa', he calls it super powers and nut calls it 'psycho'.... Do you have any idea how creepy it is when someone deliberately sniffs your hair instead of saying 'hi' every time you meet up? Very Very creepy... Anyway, he decided that i was using Rejoice Complete (which i am at the moment) so he kept repeating 'Kesempurnaan dalam satu botol' til i felt nauseated and resolved never to use the shampoo again. I change every month anywayz so i'll update you on how good this guy really is with time.... Nate told me about the new article he was writing... About the emo-ness of the female species, verrryyyy interesting, this one, i MUST read, so I'll be waitiiinngggg....

Today was the epitome of girly day. Just me and my mummy!!!! Plucking eyebrows, tweezing hairs here and there, having test make up runs, experimenting with colours, experimenting with wacky hairstyles!! OOooohhh! Fun!!!

That was all after we headed out to Mid Valley for a whopping bopping shopping spree. And literally, i did shop til i came back and collapsed into la-la land. I think i kinda overdid the shopping. Having been cooped up in the house for so long, i looked like an 'ulu' girl in the shopping mall for the very first time. I was so amazed at everything, i wanted to buy ALL the clothes in Somerset Bay and British India and East India and Island Shop... Aiyo! Pengsan-ness i tell you! Bought a hand bag and heels and a pretty blouse and earrings (lots and lots) and Scholl sandals for mummy and a vest (I kNow!!??!!) and magazines and....my memory does not seem to serve me right any longer....

Felt a tinge of guilt coz almost everything was for me. Ran into JJ, Nirmal and Ben when we were heading for lunch. I was jolted by the sound of my name and all of a sudden, there they were in my face... Thanks for being so polite to my mom Ben, she thought u were charming... haha.

Over lunch we shared some secrets and i couldn't help thinking Omigod! My mom's waaaaayyy to cool to be almost fifty! Love you mumsy!!!

Joanne called me in the middle of my shopping spree and told me that YM's hiring interns and all i needed to do was submit my resume. Felt like God had answered my prayers coz i thought i had to look a lot harder before someone actually got in touch with me.

The graduation dinner's tomorrow and i'm assuming my long streak of happiness is finally going to come to an end. Tomorrow, i will have to say goodbye to the people that have become almost like family to me, my friends, my lecturers, the familiar strangers that pass the hallway while rushing to classes. I will have to bid goodbye to them. I REALLY REALLY hope that the genting trip materializes coz i'm just not that ready yet... SOmeone! Do SOmething!!! AND i DID NOT buy waterproof mascara!!

This sucks! I just need one last night of blissful slumber and hopefully tomorrow won't be so painful.... Goodbyes are AAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhh!

I'll see everyone tomorrow then!!

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